Waltzing through Chaos

Jan 6 2026

I am

the radiant goddess

I am the soulmate of my soul

I am beholden to the Beauty

I am the keeper of the whole

I am

I am the worried watcher

of a wild wrecking ball,

edged in orange rust

Bouncing off walls, telling tales so tall,

Demolishing decency,

and eviscerating trust

I am the pause of

pure Presence,

Afloat in the ocean of

No Problem,

No Preference

I am the sovereign surfer

Waltzing through chaos,

greeting every wave

with response-agility,

tuning in to a deeper Wisdom and higher Love,

that help me stay sane and become brave

I am

the sword

of surrender

too swift

for thinking,

too light

for fear

I am the eros

of Essence

and the invitation,

Come sit with Me

Irresistibly & simply

HERE

I am the pulse of Creation

in her innocence

and her strength

Raw, real, open, shut,

bright and bleak,

Like windshield wipers

of uneven length 

I am the bloodshed

of my womb

The unborn

unloved

unknown children

of the tomb

I am

the beloved

of the Beloved

I am lost

I am home

I am this mountain mist

and I am ready to claim my throne

I am the hermit nun,

saved and enslaved
by her vow

wondering how

on earth do we

create Heaven here and now

I am

the curious lover,

discovering

the taproot

of ecstasy

and equanimity

I am the leader’s loneliness

I am his infant’s cry

I am the inner battlefield

Of trying not to try

I am the thirst

for Truth and Joy,

and the knowing

that

we

are

already

free

Yet all the king’s horses and

all the king’s men

Shall not bring these to me

I am the mispalced,

stolen,

forgotten

key

I am

Shekina

wants me to see

I am

timeless,

formless,

Mystery

I am

the bardo between

exhaustion and emergence,

of a new Reality,

a nascent Being

I am the midwife,

instructed to listen and wait

for the depth of an inner sea

to move us to create

a whole new world

no one could anticipate

 

I am this grove of trees,

Holding hands

beneath the earth,

I am the water breaking,

singing, here I come,

at the warning of my birth

I am
the muddy blanket
you almost stepped on,

Not seeing the body under it,
huddled in the street.

 I am
the silent suffering
under all those smart phones
and new shoes,

and balconies
those strangers
are too busy to use

in our conconted stories
of envy or sympathy,
about victims, villains and heroes
we never really meet.

I am the
warrior queen

in humility, on my knees,

Ready to stand

for LOVE’s urgency

that doesn’t need

to say pretty please

to the false gods

of the patriarchy

I am all the mistakes

and all the forgiveness

I am this poem

weaving its way into existence

with unstoppable Grace

Inviting us to see.

Behold. 

Me You I We

One face

May we pray

to pardon those who trespass against us,

And deliver us from evil,

and get on a new bus!

I am the radiant goddess

I am the sun

I am the rain

I delight in this dance with destiny,

I know why I came,

and remember my true name

I am the Alchemy of Infinity

I am

I am

I am